to live alone or not to live alone. that is the question. i've been rolling this little one-girl studio around in my mind, arranging and re-arranging all the furniture i will buy, and now i might just scrap the whole plan and start over. i got a call from an old friend who is moving to philly this summer and heard that i am too. lauren is amazing. she reminds me a lot of janna... fun, friendly, and beautiful, but without the shallowness that usually goes along with being beautiful. she loves God in the way that makes her more alive, as opposed to the way that makes you more stuffy. but then there's that beautiful dream of my own little place... i'm just really unsure about whether i want to give it up. so how will i decide? that's a good question.